There are times in life where we were left clueless with no choice at all… isn’t it? Only our faith will guide us to our destination… to a correct decision.
And honestly…

I have never once thought that having to choose from many… to have been put in a place, cornered with 4 choices… 4 difficult choices… would be one of the most deprived moments to face in life. Oh ya Allah… where are YOU my LOVE? I need YOU and I need YOU now…
Yes, I am meticulous…
Yes, I am thorough…
Yes, I am particular… and finally the ultimate word that I need to confess here… that would probably bring about different connotation to others…
And yes, I am a perfectionist!
How I am very afraid to be misunderstood by this statement. But I have always feel that people around me should get the most from me… they ought to received the best from me… the one which is delivered uniquely by me and within me… My heart reach out to everyone around… and that’s just me… my humble self.
I mix my heart in, I add my soul too and I sprinkle my LOVE in everything I do.
Perfect in my eyes could also mean nothing to the eyes of the others but I seek no recognition from people… none of whatsoever… I only need HIM… I need YOU ya Allah… my ultimate LOVE…
Tangled… intertwined… a knot!
There is this urge in me to tell the whole world what I am facing… how I feel… but I could not spill it all out though I love so much to write… and so I place a piece of my heart here dear blog… to remember each moment of life that I am thankful for.
Life is interesting…life is just wonderful… it unfolds bit by bit in front of us… but then again, we do not know what’s in store for us. For the future us.
I am thankful for I have been given the chance to face endless difficult moment… but then again… I am so weak ya Allah… I wonder what kinds of strength would be required to face all this… lend me YOUR strength ya Allah… please I beg YOU.
Help me with this 4 choices ya Allah… would it be possible if I choose all of them?









